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[Aug. 26th, 2008|02:27 am] |
hey all,
though i don't usually partake in lj sharing or what not, i figure now is as good a time as ever...
around $60 was stolen from my wallet (in cash) at claire's last gathering. i realize that many of you guys have felt the same way i do now... (kelby, sloane, christina, and palmer (yeah?) have all had even more sizable losses at gatherings just as small).
little seedlings of remorse overwhelm my stomach. really, it's hard to stomach that someone i felt to be trustworthy would do such a thing.
you know the deal, though.
money's just money. it comes and goes (mostly goes) and i'm not going to dive into a sob story about losing it or how i need it or what not.
i just can't shake the feeling. |
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[Mar. 19th, 2008|09:36 pm] |
william shatner,
how are you so classy?
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[Feb. 18th, 2008|04:58 pm] |
water wonderful life |
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| sleepin' in? again? |
[Nov. 6th, 2007|02:39 am] |
mind, you need to calm down a bit before four a.m.
you can always read these things tomorrow, listen to these lullabies another day, and write again next week.
love,
your insomnia ridden host body |
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| lifting fingers |
[Oct. 1st, 2007|12:45 am] |
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i'm really beginning to miss those piano-filled days. oh, i loved having the acoustics of the empty church all to myself. granted, i wasn't too keen on practicing to a schedule...who is, really? but marvelous were those summer afternoons.
sometimes i wonder why people bother to clear the cobwebs. if they remain harmless (meaning spiderless), then what's the use in destroying something so very beautiful?
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| oh hey, near-lucid dreams |
[Sep. 21st, 2007|02:25 am] |
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i haven't had this much difficulty in getting to sleep in years. in one of the two dreams i recall from last night, i didn't realize that i hadn't been entirely asleep.
sometimes after travel, i may awake in a frenzied state to clumsily explore the room. a few times, i've actually become lost and spent the night in a chair or on the floor. this is what i'd assumed had happened last night.
i dreamed that i was half-awake, catching the edges of my bedframe as i tried to make my way off the bed. i kept slamming into the wood, and i swear i could experience the pain. the dream became more intense as i knocked into more things, injuring myself further. usually to escape this muddled state, i just need to know that i'm dreaming and that i should wake myself. when i awoke, i expected to be bruised and outstretched on the floor, but instead found myself in the same position i had fallen asleep in. sans bruises.
this got me thinking. if we say that all we know and experience is mere perception, is it valid to say that the pain in my dream was legitimate? though i witnessed it in a dream, should an altered perception make any experience less truthful? people on drugs may feel things that only they can encounter and we shouldn't discount that. should the unconscious be taken into consideration, too? |
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| oh hey, previous life. how go things? |
[Sep. 14th, 2007|02:59 pm] |
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i don't like this in the slightest.
let me go back north, where every street isn't tainted with memories and where every minute isn't filled with the grievances of the pestering puppies.
i now remember, clearly, why i wanted so badly to leave from this place.
the friends are here, but so are the worries. i'm not sure if it's still worth it.
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also, a word of advice for anyone on a motorcycle: don't pretend to kick the car next to you. seriously, guys. i witnessed this, today in fact, and observed as the angered car driver swerved toward the motorbiker so much as to force them off the road. so, a word of advice to motorcyclists, including my philosophy teacher: don't be mislead in thinking your steel-toe boots are stronger than a steel car frame. |
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| oh hey, livejournal |
[Sep. 12th, 2007|08:32 pm] |
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oh hey, guys.
well i'm here, probably for similar reasons as you, and i suppose i'll be staying for a bit.
i think i'm going to skip any further explanation |
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